Kerr's Universe

live from Pan Pacific Hotel

Once every year, I would end up at some hotel in Singapore for work. This time round, its Pan Pacific Hotel. Though not as posh as Shangri-la hotel. (oops, will they sue me for it?) ok...let's give it a fair comparison. the last time round, I got a deluxe room in Shangri-la, this time round, its only a normal room in Pan Pacific, so I supposed there must definitely be some sort of compromised somewhere. Yeah, there's no balcony this time round. I really missed the balcony back there.

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But I seriously like the way the hotel is designed. In fact, its the same for Oriental and Marina Mandrain. The high ceiling, well, in fact its all the way to the roof. The lightings. The ambience. The company. That date.

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Partially, that's also due to the fact that I have some remnants memories of the place. Nice memories, which will be convert to permanent storage. No, no longer sad. Memories will just be memories.

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Glad that I'am no longer needed, cos they would means that things are looking cheery and bright over the other side. Its sunshine over the rain for yer and i'am truly glad. Happiness have finally found you. Keep it that way. :)

All things happen for a reason, I'am sure...well, at the very least, most things happen for a reason. Whether the reason is known or unknown to you, that's secondary. Well, not that you can help it even if you wanted it to be primary.

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The past weeks have definitely taken a toll on me...physically (i've been like down with this persistent flu and cough for 2 weeks already), mentally (sleeping hours are all screwed up due to this shift cum office hours deployment, long working hours, late night, stay up), spiritually (haven't have much time to communicate with myself and reconcile things, tok to a fren, let off some steam). In short, I can say that I feel rather down at the moment.

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Perhaps its times like this that my innermost pessimisstic self has once again taken over control. So, what happened to my sudden up surge of optimissim 3 weeks ago? or was it 2 weeks? Nah, I know that its still there somewhere, I just need to re-orientate myself. Devote myself to work for the remaining one week, everything will be fine. Though I must admit that I'am feeling a bit terrible and lousy at the moment.

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Go to bed, have a good sleep. Everything will be a okay when you wake up tml - words of wisdom from a dear bro. Well, I have no doubt that its the truth. Sadness is a perspective. Disappointment is a perspective. Though it feels really bad to be ignored, neglect or snub at, there's no reason why you should allow yourself to feel foul over the whole thing. There's a reason why things are happening this way. Its trying to tell you something...why wouldn't you listen? Listen to it...its saying...let go. Put it down. Its no big deal. Just walk away. Your battle is over, this is no longer your war. Give it up. Remember, happiness and sadness cannot co-exist...MAKE YOUR CHOICE.

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I choose happiness. I choose the light. I am not that strong and I am really hurt this time, so get outta of my life. I'am not angry...its just that I need the favour from you to recover. Looking at what you are doing, its great. I get your point, I get your message. Let's continue. You are my addiction and I'am trying to kick it. Well, at least I've already quitted smoking. You are next. :)

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I wish you happiness. Please give me your blessing too.

killer drinks

Went cheonging on sat nite. Haven't done that for a long time liao. Well, it was good, I must say.

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However, I believed I went a bit overboard with my drinks. The killer was this terrible concoction of beer + wine + hard liquor. Take my advice. Though it looks and taste perfectly harmless, its freaking jia lat man. Gave me a spinning headache the entire night. STEER CLEAR FROM IT!!!

Happiness

Life is short. Life is unpredictable. Life is harsh. But being alive, is the greatest gift anyone can possibly have.

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There is much unfairness, much disappointment, much sadness, much regret in life.

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However, why do one feel unfairness, disappointment, sadness & regret?

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Happiness is a state of mind, and so is unfairness, disappointment, sadness or regret?

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Happiness is mutually exclusive to disappointment, sadness & regret. So, why feel sad when one can feel happy instead?

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There is no time to be sad, everyone second that you feel sadness, regret or disappointment is one less second of happiness that you can experience while alive.

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Happiness is there waiting for you. Open your heart and embrace it. Live every moment of your life being happy!