All things happen for a reason, I'am sure...well, at the very least, most things happen for a reason. Whether the reason is known or unknown to you, that's secondary. Well, not that you can help it even if you wanted it to be primary.
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The past weeks have definitely taken a toll on me...physically (i've been like down with this persistent flu and cough for 2 weeks already), mentally (sleeping hours are all screwed up due to this shift cum office hours deployment, long working hours, late night, stay up), spiritually (haven't have much time to communicate with myself and reconcile things, tok to a fren, let off some steam). In short, I can say that I feel rather down at the moment.
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Perhaps its times like this that my innermost pessimisstic self has once again taken over control. So, what happened to my sudden up surge of optimissim 3 weeks ago? or was it 2 weeks? Nah, I know that its still there somewhere, I just need to re-orientate myself. Devote myself to work for the remaining one week, everything will be fine. Though I must admit that I'am feeling a bit terrible and lousy at the moment.
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Go to bed, have a good sleep. Everything will be a okay when you wake up tml - words of wisdom from a dear bro. Well, I have no doubt that its the truth. Sadness is a perspective. Disappointment is a perspective. Though it feels really bad to be ignored, neglect or snub at, there's no reason why you should allow yourself to feel foul over the whole thing. There's a reason why things are happening this way. Its trying to tell you something...why wouldn't you listen? Listen to it...its saying...let go. Put it down. Its no big deal. Just walk away. Your battle is over, this is no longer your war. Give it up. Remember, happiness and sadness cannot co-exist...MAKE YOUR CHOICE.
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I choose happiness. I choose the light. I am not that strong and I am really hurt this time, so get outta of my life. I'am not angry...its just that I need the favour from you to recover. Looking at what you are doing, its great. I get your point, I get your message. Let's continue. You are my addiction and I'am trying to kick it. Well, at least I've already quitted smoking. You are next. :)
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I wish you happiness. Please give me your blessing too.
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